It has been a month since I have been gone and two months ince I have been homeless although it feels like since last September that I have really been on a journey. This journey of self-discovery. How is it some people are so clear about what they want and what their purpose is.
Most important to me is to live my life authentically. To live my truth and be ture to who I am both the bright side and the dark side. the dark side to me is the most interesting and complex. I believe it is the truest self, the most human. We expend such energy trying to hide it, to pretend it isn’t there. I say you have to embrace it, be honest about it’s existence and only then will it cease to have as much power.

"I can't hear you, I can't hear you" ... a gorilla struggles as another bigger gorilla prepares to attack!!
Being authentic is something you can just feel and sense in people. Inauthenticity often has a feel of sugar coating, being false, like you aren’t really interacting with the real person, only a facsimile they are choosing to give to the world.
I think it is possible, if you go long enough not being authentic with yourself, you can lose site of yourself as you start believing your facsimile is your true self. Then I think you can find yourself on a slippery slope. So the question then becomes how do we know if we are being authentic?
Is everything backwards here in print because you are down south?
Does the toilet water swirl down backwards for real?
Why is the typing on these pages gone so wonky?
I dont know what you mean by everything being backwards in print because it is showing up fine here. There toilet design is different than ours so I cannot test that rumour. I will check with my webmaster about the typing.
Methinks you worry too much – just live your life to the fullest!!
Why does it keep telling me that my comment is awaiting moderation – very strange
I have to aprove all comments before they appear. Perhaps you did not notice that before. I am getting all your comments. you are my biggest commentor. I do appreciate them but I hope you do not feel obliged.
Yes I am definitely a worrier but I am working on that.
Makes me wonder if you are getting my responses – let me know and if I don’t get an answer I will assume that you are not.
I am struggling, I hope you are not.
Love you, have fun!
Why are you struggling? BEcause of the punctuation? Did you manage to copy those tapes?
They will be done when you get back.
Are you doing them digitally? If so, is there a way that I can get them before I return?
Please note that the punctuation is at the beginning!
I am not sure what is going on with the punctuation issue. I have sent a message to my webmaster.
I do not feel obliged and definitely enjoy following your w onderful adventure – like Jill I would like to know why everything is being typed in backwards – must be because you are _down under”
Working on the backwards thing and trying to find out an answer. Could be something to do with Australia – just joking.